It's been a chaotic three years.
A new reality is setting in and we are all still adjusting to all the changes that's happened in such a short span of time. Some things ended and some things began.
I wish I could write it all down but there's too many and I'd rather look forward and move on than look back and not move at all.
Plans, plans and plans. There's a lot of it in our heads. We've discussed and debated. Pros and cons but nothing will happen unless we move forward as a team. Planning is scary but I do not wish to be part of the "Bahala Na" mentality, (translate, "Whatever Happens"), where I leave it to fate and people's good graces.
Fuck that.
Nate and I know where we want to be and that is a worthy goal to plan for.
I'll try to post more often, I know I keep saying that, but I will try.
